Not that I’m one to virtually talk trash about my friends, but it would be honestly be embarrassing if they found this. They all see me as a sort of a goof ball. I just don’t try to take life too seriously… But then again, I guess that’s how I ended up here, venting to an invisible forum. I am generally reserved, and try to keep a low profile. My dad always used to tell me “Fly under the radar, there’s no reason for you to be noticed now.” Encouraging, right? I always secretly hoped I’d be one of those people who were meant to stand out, but it turns out I’m not, and I plan to keep it that way. I wasn’t destined to be an actress, or some kind of drama queen, and the extent of my publicity is as a captain of my basketball team, where the emotion that needs to be shown is that for the game, and for your teammates. No one wants a leader who attracts all the attention, hence “team”. But like I said, I’m here now, for whatever therapeutic reason.