Not that I’m one to virtually talk trash about my friends, but it would be honestly be embarrassing if they found this. They all see me as a sort of a goof ball. I just don’t try to take life too seriously… But then again, I guess that’s how I ended up here, venting to an invisible forum. I am generally reserved, and try to keep a low profile. My dad always used to tell me “Fly under the radar, there’s no reason for you to be noticed now.” Encouraging, right? I always secretly hoped I’d be one of those people who were meant to stand out, but it turns out I’m not, and I plan to keep it that way. I wasn’t destined to be an actress, or some kind of drama queen, and the extent of my publicity is as a captain of my basketball team, where the emotion that needs to be shown is that for the game, and for your teammates. No one wants a leader who attracts all the attention, hence “team”. But like I said, I’m here now, for whatever therapeutic reason.
Well, I guess like all other generic tumblrs out there, I just want to get my view out there. It may not be as important as the next persons, or as controversial, or whatever people are into, but it’s my own, and I’m happy about that. You don’t have to take my opinions and make something out of them, or read my memoirs to expect some epiphany. I just ask that you add them to your perspective of life. If I end up changing one of those things while I’m at it, then awesome! If I don’t, well hey, at least you read it. Welcome to my average life, I hope you find it anything but.